My first "Personal Massager" experience

    

    So excited to see that box in the mail, I already knew what it was for the size of it and how it rattled heavily. So pretty in pink... after I was done writing the conceptual map of my second sonnet, I felt already, in spirit, so satisfied with myself. I wasn't even thinking of using it at all since I had bought it with the intention of increasing my business in mind, purely and absolutely cold minded, and of course pleasurable, because in the end that's the nature of my business. Anyways, back to the vibrator story... So there it was, charged to top because I had left it charging and forgot about it. My daughter was being put to bed by her papi, and my son was playing with his grandma... how convenient... I'm alone. I can lock the door and not be bothered. And I felt the need to celebrate 🥂 with something the gestation of my second sonnet. And there it was, telling me to have some fun! Ha! You don't have to tell me twice! So we turned it on... and HOLY SHIT THAT'S INTENSE! "Whoa!" Like my son would say! Turns out it has thirty different patterns of vibrations and thirty something powers of intensity. What the fuck? Ha, ha, ha, ha!! Who's fucking clitoris is that DESENSITIZED that it needs so much martial agression?! So before I started using it, I put it at the slowest and the softest, because there is no way I like to be approached with agression at first contact of anything. I felt it first in my hand, until it felt "right", according to me, right? Because I have no fucking clue. And with that Sagittarian mischievous smile of the season (moon in Sagittarius), I proceeded to remove my panties and try it out finally. I wet my fingers with my tongue, I needed a little help today to get things going, since being on my period "dries me up" a little bit, but never really completely, I'm just not as wet as usual during those days... so this new toy had to pass THAT test, if it could make me cum squirting the bed as usual, so I prepared a towel that was conveniently present underneath the butt area. So I was laying there in my queen 👑 bed all by myself, enjoying my "mom time" who accomplished something for herself, finally UNBOTHERED.  I started feeling the vibration of the wand... the massage around the clitoris area... Oh wow! That feels *VERY NICE*, I have never felt such feeling before like that! All ladies must get one! Ha, ha! But anyways, to continue with the story...

    

    I'm lying there on the bed, with no panties on feeling the vibrator and IT FELT SO GOOD THAT I LAUGHED AND CRIED AT THE SAME TIME! I have not felt this delicious with any male human being that has had the luck to go down there for me. NO MAN WILL EVER MAKE YOU FEEL THAT WAY BECAUSE IT'S NOT HUMAN! And that statement in particular is a double edged sword in itself. Because, it needs to be "trained", sort of say, or "programmed" to your own individual taste... and that can be frustrating, but not necessarily. Men, in principle, will understand you if you speak to them clearly on how you want things to be done. They can give you that tenderness that you desire, that human contact that you crave so wrathfully, or that loving moment you long to have in case you're not able to be with the person you want at that moment. Men will give you that passionate kiss that you desire in your dreams, locking eyes in the beautiful beaches of Nicaragua. Men will tell you they love you if they feel it. But also, the downside of men is that they also break your heart. Haven't we all been there at some point in our lives? Remember that fortresses are also cages, so when you lock the door to be by yourself you're also shutting out the world. Well, that's where the beautiful pink massager comes in! Who says science can't also be beautiful and delightfully pleasurable? Once you are able to find your own rhythm, it's ABSOLUTELY MAGNIFICENT! Because this magic wand, (let's call it that shall we?), made me finish like I was the Fontana di Trevi in Rome! Absolutely genius! I laughed... I cried of joy...it was without a doubt an unfathomable experience! I was wet... and absolutely thrilled! It definitely passed the "period test". I definitely see a long journey ahead of us together having a lot of fun. My first experience, I must say, startled me at first contact. But also, as I was using it, depending the positioning of my hand, I accidently pressed buttons unintentionally... So that fucked up the "vibe" a little bit at the beginning...but that also forced me into the unknown of the plethora of options that this toy has to offer.

    That moment, that sacred moment when the vibration hits the right spot, and you just can't believe you are giving yourself this much bliss... that instant when you bloom into a new love for yourself just before you're about to climax... because no one in this world has given you this much satisfaction, until you came along and decided to go against all established paradigms, and break the generational mental barriers of Hispanic neo-colonial and patriarchal mentality. That self-indulging occasion of divine simplicity that just makes you explode in wetness, carelessly, because all mental preoccupations no longer occupies your mind. That heavy breathing of ecstasy where you laugh so hard because it feels so intensely gratifying! During that flash instant you don't want it to stop, so you keep pressing on that special spot that you know so well that makes you feel... so damn good... that another explosion 💥 of inner waters occurs. You start shaking, and laughing, and crying of joy! Oh the glory! That sweet, sweet delectation... that moment when you discover a whole new level of self love, where you learn to make love to yourself by staying true to yourself, and allowing the universe to gift 🎁 you these beautiful times of living deliciously. Where your mind is free during that specific hour in space-time. Allow your body to blossom in fountain-like wetness. Give yourself permision to feel ecxtasy, An absolute divine experience. Can't wait to try it again. 😉